Good evening... Today was a relatively good day. Praise God for that. Went to work on time and worked overtime even... haha. Wanted to go Sim Lim after work so I took 66... Somehow missed the stop and after going 'i dunno where'. I ended up along Jalan Eunos. Thought a lot on the bus... Especially about what I've become. I didn't realise until Andy told me on Sunday... I've built up a reputation for myself already. And I shouldn't throw it all away by doing foolish things. I think he's absolutely right... A few months ago, I asked God to let me be used by Him... I better not blow this chance.

Also thought about looking at the big picture. I realise that when I step back a look at what i'll become, things don't look so bad... Its when i start zooming on how lonely I am or how much I miss her that things get unbearable. I actually had to move my head back while I was in the bus to 'look at the big picture' :P Maybe its not as bad as it seems... Maybe someday I'll accept the fact.

Bought a CD yesterday from Wake Me Up Music... The Gloria Record!!! Emo to the max... KILLER DEALER!!! Actually I went to get dashboard confessional's new album... But it was sold out. Sad. All the way to Queenstown and back... I've been having problems with public transport lately... Dunno why. For example, I know I have to get down at the next stop... But I just zonk out and only realise when the doors are closing... Weird.

ITS NOT TIME... Goodnight...